Me: "Scared of what?"
Person: "To die?"
Me: "Yes I am scared, aren't you?"
Person: "No not really... why are you scared?"
Me: "I'm not ready to die. I haven't made an impact on anything yet. Maybe when I feel like I've accomplished something in my life, I wont be scared...."
Person: "Oh alright..."
This was probably the strangest conversation I've ever had. Dying is actually one of my biggest fears. Right before I go to bed every night I think about different things in my life or things that may have happened that certain day. For some reason, I always end up thinking about dying and it scares the shit out of me. But the fact that this person asked me that, scared me. Maybe some things wrong with that person. God I feel like a terrible friend. I should probably help them, but yet I have so many other things to worry about in my own life right now.
ahhh.
-Ashley
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