life

Today it has finally hit me that my parents are divorced. I hurt so bad inside that the smallest thing made me cry. No I'm not pmsing, but this one small incident made my big incident triple in size and I just broke down. I felt so stupid, I never cry at school, nor did I ever want to.
I don't think its fair that someone my age should feel like they don't matter to anyone. I mean fighting over who gets the car and the days I go to my dads house right in front of me hurts. I just wish my mom would just kick him out and tell him to leave. But she loves him so much that she can't. Yet, she doesn't understand how I feel, because I feel like I have to be strong for the both of us.

ashley