now.

i feel like this week ive realized a lot of things.

1. i should be nice to people because you never know if you'll see them again.
2. maybe seconds chances can be possible (hmm i'm still trying to think this one out)
3. i think ive finally came to a place in my life where i feel that my friends now are the best friends ive ever had. like i cant explain the feeling,but i know my friends now are the right ones. i mean it'll never be perfect friendships, because all friends fight, but these fights don't count, they're fights that are necessary for us to grow... well atleast thats what i think

well that may not be a lot of things that ive figured out, but its really made me feel more certain of things like how my lifes going as of now and how i want it to go in the future.

WTF

Seriously, this weeek keeps getting weirder and weirder.

it's like everything i say keeps becoming true. its the craziest thing ever.

and idk why but lately i've felt weird, like im not myself.
i feeel like i've lost my "trenna " ways or something, if that even makes sense.

hmm idk. maybe its just me not caring about school anymore since its so close to summer.
whatever

a couple more weeks and i should be out of my slump.

Summer will be here. I'll be able to drive. My best friend will be back. and summer will bring endless crazy nights and having fun

:)

Realization

So I've realized that i need to stop saying that i "hate" certain people.



I shouldn't hate anyone. and I've realized that if something were to happen to these people that i say i "hate" i would feel so bad and i would most likely want to take back everything i said about them. So from today on, I'm not hating anyone. I mean i can't force myself to like everybody, but at least i can try to put forth the effort to just be cordial to them.



oh and to add to this goal, it's be almost two weeks since I've drank soda :)

hahaha

- Trenna

Honestly

I find all of my projects a waste of time. We should be taking the time to go over final exams, not wasting paper and other project materials. The only project that I am looking forward to doing is the family tree one.

All of the other projects have been stressing me out. Don't teachers realize that every other teacher gives either the same amount of projects to do or more? Gah I just don't get it sometimes.

If I where a teacher, I would be like Mr. C aka Master C ahaha, he is so cool and his final exam is our project. Hella cool.

Anyways, back to English essay :p
-Ashley

School.

I hate school as of right now.

Well not so much school, but the homework they give us.

Summer needs to hurry up and start already :l

- Trenna

final exams

takes up SOOO much time & causes alot of stress.
but never, is the girls going to break up :)
i declare we three hang out right after we get out of school on June 4th & go to ihop by the ghetto applebees hahah (it's kind of a tradition).

-gloriaaaa;

oh & tell me why the other day i was in the library and i saw Ms. Champeau typing in her blogspot!

Soon enough.

A night like this will happen soon :)


The Girls aren't breaking apart.
We're still the same, we're just busssyy :)

The Girls

For some reason, I feel like the girls are falling apart; or maybe I'm just falling out? I don't know what it is. I just feel disconnected from them. I mean yes I see them during school and what not, but whens the last time it was just us? I miss going to Arbys at 9:00 after seeing a movie and just sitting there talking about stuff until the hairy lady tells us we have to leave. I also miss how the girls would spend the night and stay awake all night. I don't know I guess, I just miss you guys. Or how we would go to parks and just chill and for some reason we always run into people ahha. Or like mall adventures, or even getting lost in the ghetto. Shiz man, I miss the adventures ahahah.

God I'm so gay ahahaha... but its true.


-Ashley

No Subject.

There really isn't a point to this blog I'm going to write, i just feel that i haven't been blogging enough lately so this is kind of my chance to catch up...well if that's what you can call it.
Schools been okay lately. Nothing spectacular going on, its the same old crap everyday, but hey i can't complain. Went to San Gennaro this weekend. It was alright, minus a couple things, oh and Gloria getting pink eye :/ sorrry about that again. I still feel partly guilty. For some reason whenever i hear about pink eye it reminds me of "Knocked Up" hahahaa. Kind of gross, but funnny. Sort of like how Michael and I always watch the Real World, and i remember back on Season 15 of the Real World which was Real World: Philadelphia, that annoying biotch Melanie got Scabies, and i remember Michael and I would always say that the other had scabies, i don't know why. It was just funny. Actually, i think i still do say it to him. haha I'm so immature sometimes. wooow well this blogs not very good, but hey at least i actually wrote something.

Until lattterr , Trenna

Upset

     Yesterday, my eyes opened and so did my heart. Finding out some things that have been going on for 5 years just made me sick. How could someone so easily do something so immoral? I just don't understand the people in my family. The last thing that is said, "I'm sorry I fucked up your life. I know you hate me, but I don't even care." The last fucking thing, not even "I love you and I am so sorry." No he had to be a douche and do that. How could he do that? How can a person be so cruel? 

     Then my mom tries to tell me that I need to talk to him. I told her today that I had nothing to say to him and that I could care less if he was in my life or not. Yet, the truth is, I am just so hurt, I don't want him to leave. Maybe it will be for the best, maybe not? Maybe he will keep doing what he is doing. Until then, he'll just be a man walking around my house and eating me and my moms food, and watching our TV. No words, just sitting there like a week old vegetable; calm and nonchalant. 

     My heart and mind hurt and I can't stand it.

-Ashley

in broadcast;

Lately I've been thinking about this past year. There has been alot of tears, smiles, laughs, and definitely alot of fast food along the way :)
I've come to realize that some of the people that i've once known aren't the same people i remember them long ago. Some change for the good, some changed for the bad, and others, well they stayed the same way. But change isn't such a bad thing, i mean it's hard at first but you meet many people through your journey, some who are like the previous people you once (or at least you thought you knew) and some who will always be in your heart.

♥
gloria;;

Opinionated

So today i realized that i'm very opinionated, and i can't tell if thats a bad thing or not. It just really struck me today when i was having a conversation with Ashley in english and the people next to us didn't agree with our views on Gay Marriage. Me and Ashley are all for it, and the other people were against it, and it really made me and Ashley mad. I mean i've always told myself that everyone has a right to their own opinion and i try not to let it bother me, but today it just really ticked me off. I'm not going to go on a whole rant about why i think Gay Marriage should be legal and how everyone that thinks differently is stupid, BUT i just wish that people would see things differenty, especially since were in 2009, not 1950something. I just had to get this out before it bothered me even more. But on a good note, this weekend should be fun :)


-Trenna