June

So I am not going to lie, this year has been hell for me, but June has been really bad and theres only been what 6 days? Anyways, my mom went down to Washington, because my sister Cori had 2 herniated disks in her neck and she was getting surgery. A day after her surgery she was being a total bitch and then was fine yesterday. Then today, my other sister who is helping watch Cori had a heart attack. So of course my mom calls to tell me and my dad and then my mom falls down the fucking stairs. I mean god damn, what is happening to my family. Its like things are falling apart slowly and its killing me.

-Ashley

Starsha && Douscheee'

Six more days and my bestfriend will be here!

and you know what that means... extreme partying.
Because when we're together, things get crazy.

now.

i feel like this week ive realized a lot of things.

1. i should be nice to people because you never know if you'll see them again.
2. maybe seconds chances can be possible (hmm i'm still trying to think this one out)
3. i think ive finally came to a place in my life where i feel that my friends now are the best friends ive ever had. like i cant explain the feeling,but i know my friends now are the right ones. i mean it'll never be perfect friendships, because all friends fight, but these fights don't count, they're fights that are necessary for us to grow... well atleast thats what i think

well that may not be a lot of things that ive figured out, but its really made me feel more certain of things like how my lifes going as of now and how i want it to go in the future.

WTF

Seriously, this weeek keeps getting weirder and weirder.

it's like everything i say keeps becoming true. its the craziest thing ever.

and idk why but lately i've felt weird, like im not myself.
i feeel like i've lost my "trenna " ways or something, if that even makes sense.

hmm idk. maybe its just me not caring about school anymore since its so close to summer.
whatever

a couple more weeks and i should be out of my slump.

Summer will be here. I'll be able to drive. My best friend will be back. and summer will bring endless crazy nights and having fun

:)

Realization

So I've realized that i need to stop saying that i "hate" certain people.



I shouldn't hate anyone. and I've realized that if something were to happen to these people that i say i "hate" i would feel so bad and i would most likely want to take back everything i said about them. So from today on, I'm not hating anyone. I mean i can't force myself to like everybody, but at least i can try to put forth the effort to just be cordial to them.



oh and to add to this goal, it's be almost two weeks since I've drank soda :)

hahaha

- Trenna

Honestly

I find all of my projects a waste of time. We should be taking the time to go over final exams, not wasting paper and other project materials. The only project that I am looking forward to doing is the family tree one.

All of the other projects have been stressing me out. Don't teachers realize that every other teacher gives either the same amount of projects to do or more? Gah I just don't get it sometimes.

If I where a teacher, I would be like Mr. C aka Master C ahaha, he is so cool and his final exam is our project. Hella cool.

Anyways, back to English essay :p
-Ashley

School.

I hate school as of right now.

Well not so much school, but the homework they give us.

Summer needs to hurry up and start already :l

- Trenna