Confused

I am a little; no very, perturbed with my so called "best friend" at the moment. She always jumps to conclusions about how I am thinking or about something I am going to do. The fact that she makes excuse after excuse about not wanting to come here hurts. "Oh I'll just go stay with _____, she actually wants me here. Besides, I don't want to get between you and Shane this summer." Fuck man, that really made me angry. My best friend who I haven't seen for a year 1/2 thinks that I wouldn't make time for her when she's here? That really tickled me, almost to the point where I could just bitch at her. Oh but guess what I did. My statement back, "Fine don't fucking come!" 

I know I  know, I need to be the bigger person, but I can't help it when something needs to be said.

So I guess she's not coming?

-Confused and sad

Ashley